About Life... [1]

Troubled heart... heated mind.... escapeless maze of thoughts and feelings... saying things I hardly can feel as if they dominated my soul... spitting up old memories that should've been forgotten a long time ago... believing that one self is the only thing you need for your self is the most common human mistake made at least a 1000 times by each human being... knowing the inexorable truth of how my heart is still punding when I see her... know the inexorable truth about how my hands shake, my mouth trembles, my cheeks blush, my voice weakens... yet, having the answer just in front of me, knowing how to get out of this maze... it's so hard. the only way out possible is there, but unfortunately it can't be done. It's like if just after the door, there was a cliff which is waiting for me to fall and then disappear... I just feel like exploding... It's getting dark and there seems to be no real exit... feelings can be truthful, yet deceiving... I just feel like staying here forever, still the phrase "time heals all" is always coming to my mind... it's as true as my love and as expected as the exit to my puzzled feelings. Love love love... when you love someone, there are either two choices... Either the other person love you or he/she does not. When she does, two different worlds combine to make one whole star which shines forever helping the others continue their lives. When she doesn't or simply things cannot be put up together, your world breaks apart. Solitude invades your heart and still you wonder night after night how can things be finally placed together in order to put an end to your miserable heart... your miserable soul... do not suffer... try to let go.... that's the key... let go of your heart.......